for this moment
July 21, 2007just for this moment….allow me to pour this all out…
just for this moment…i am crying because of him
My heart is all smashed right now….
Asking me to wait so I did…
But he never came back…
he could have easily said goodbye but he asked me to wait
and the silly masochistic individual that I am, I did…..
ive long been waiting for us to be able to talk…
And I terribly miss him that's why I took this chance…
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 7:56:45 PM): hi
********* (7/21/2007 8:13:57 PM): hi
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:16:40 PM): musta?
*********(7/21/2007 8:17:02 PM): ok lng
*********(7/21/2007 8:17:08 PM): wait lang
*********(7/21/2007 8:21:21 PM): hi ulit
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:22:47 PM): hi agn…
********* (7/21/2007 8:23:32 PM): doing sumthing?
********* (7/21/2007 8:23:52 PM): ctc?
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:24:13 PM): im just done with it…
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:24:20 PM): ok lng…
********* (7/21/2007 8:25:45 PM): how are you?
********* (7/21/2007 8:25:54 PM): doin good?
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:26:52 PM): ok naman….the past week sobrang pagod ko…and now, nkpagrest na….pero start ulit nxt wk haha
********* (7/21/2007 8:28:31 PM): don't abuse yourself….
********* (7/21/2007 8:28:42 PM): mamya singilin k nyan
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:29:42 PM): di naman msydo, but yea…i tend to….di maiwasn e…gnn tlg….
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:30:08 PM): ikaw din….sobra ka n aral….di k n ata ngrrest…
*********(7/21/2007 8:31:15 PM): di pa namn. i haven't pushed myself
*********(7/21/2007 8:31:22 PM): to the limit
*********(7/21/2007 8:31:58 PM): did ust win?
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:32:13 PM): okie…
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:32:39 PM): against up ba? yea…i think 7 pts ang lead…
********* (7/21/2007 8:35:15 PM): naghousehold n kyo?
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:35:35 PM): yea, twice na…
sentimeeh (7/21/2007 8:35:39 PM): kyo?
*********(7/21/2007 8:36:23 PM): kmi di pa…. kinda bc ang mga tao
********* (7/21/2007 8:36:46 PM): can't squeeze time
********* (7/21/2007 8:37:17 PM): wait lang tlga…….
im so overly melodramatic i know….
when he didnt reply at once, i deleted all his msgs in my inbox….
but he should have ignored me totally then….
i guess this is really where I stop…
Ive done my part…
And this book I will just close…
He doesnt deserve my tears….
I don't deserve all the pain that he brought me….
And to that letting go state I am once more….
:' (
haiiiii he went online again…
roller coaster of emotions….
ayoko na…
ayoko na…
