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August 12, 2007sometimes….i wonder what I have done wrong in my life to deserve all the resentments…..all these unwantedness…..that feeling of being so all alone in this realm….
i catch myself caring….just so that it hurts to the tiniest bits cause I have never been cared for the same way…
even the people i hardly ever thought i would even notice…brings me this pain once things turn 180 degrees….
its always been like this …..
I care….and they don't…..
i hope ill wake up one day being as cold as the fridge…..so that i won't ever have to feel this way anymore.


