something
August 3, 2008when i was told having a boyfriend is not that easy
I believed them….but i didnt know exactly what kind of difficulty it meant….
and now I am perfectly aware of it….
the relationship will bring out the paranoia in you…
I am now in my last year of medicine….and its sucking all the strength out of me…
things changed….i know nothing’s permanent in this realm…
I just dont know how to keep up with all the changes…..
clerkship is soo tiring….for me, no matter how benign my posts are at the end of the day I seem so fatigued….plus that fact that there are some issues you can’t iron out in a snap…
why do I still feel lonely even if he’s there….maybe I just got used to him being with me everyday…and his nature of not texting regularly…and his moodswings…i still need mooore time to cet accustomed too…
and its not only just him and clerkship…there are money issues…haiii….financial difficulties….:’( that scholarship im aiming….
and my barkada…the barkada Im not comfortable with anymore….maybe its the distance….or maybe its just me….
just me….and how I relate to others….
its always me.
