being happy
is a choice….
but i think i have just a lot of hangups in my life that i fail to pick this most of the time….
i am swallowed by this gigantic wave of frustrations, disappointments, pain and sorrow……..that i fail to see the heavens above this ocean of turmoils….
i neglect the fact that I am alive, my family loves me….I am an MD and I have Christian…………..
plus the selected few…..trustworthy friends……
and my dear God….
I am so doubtful….so ungrateful…….
I tend to dwell on the darker shade of life…..not realizing that there is a rainbow on the other side of it
Im so sorry for being so full of melancholy
….i will really try…….
harder…..
to be happy…..


