why
February 5, 2010been reading my previous posts….and I cant help but cry….
he used to love me so much…woudnt allow a day to pass not telling me he loves me….
and when I get mad…he stumbles down….telling me how sorry he was….and how much I mean to him….
That was a year ago…..
NOw that we were together for two years and 2 months…he has changed….
CHanged a lot that I can no longer assure myself that he still loves me…
When I get mad…he’ll ignore me…
Whne I confront him, he’ll be even madder…
When I turn sweet, he remains civil…no sweet words…no i love yous anymore…..
No text msgs…no phone calls….no effort in meeting me….
When he meets me, I feel its just an obligation and not his own free will….
What’s wrong with us… is it still worth staying….
Or have I been alone all this time……
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