valentine’s day gloom
February 14, 2010im not single…
therefore, iwont be spending my valentines day alone….
but Im not really all that happy….
call me ungrateful……
but I just cant get over the fact that he once thought he loved me much less than before….
that he once…or twice…or God knows how many times he wanted to let me go each time we fight….
How I cannot really be assured that he loves me as much no matter what he says….
…I guess I couldnt feel it….
that I am as important in his life as he is to mine….
Maybe I would keep on waiting for the day he will say goodbye…..because I dont think he’s holding me as tight….
and his grip could loosen up…in a blink of an eye….if the tide gets too high…
I dont really know if I still believe him when He says he loves me…..
Things arent the way it were before…..
Happy valentine’s day to me…. :’(
