The highs and lows...the joys and pains of a sentimental gurl's life
reality hurts
October 29, 2011today i met my friend who works with my ex…. and she asked me this question
“kamusta ka na”
and i couldnt really honestly answer this with conviction
because I know I’m still not over him….
ang sakit lang hearing things about him….
that he decided to stay here in the Phili while the rest if his peers goes to Malta…. including that girl…
ang sakit pa din hearing that confirmation from her that indeed his heart belongs to her already…
alam ko naman un noon pa…. pero when she told me somebody told her that the girl is his’ ….. whatever
ayun….its still painful…..
haiiii when will it ever stop hurting??
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October 27, 2011walking alone, on that certain side of Makati gives me a pang in the heart….. thoughts of the past…..fear of bumping into the past, and realize that all the hatred is gone…..and that ONE excruciatingly painful fact STILL remains….. </3
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October 2, 2011today…. i missed him, not the”him” now but the person I loved and who loved me as much some 3 years back….
