My 2011 wishlist, revisited :)

December 24, 2011

1. Stay strong: I think Im a lot stronger now as compared to the previous year…. so many things have happened already adn I surpassed it all with flying colors

 

2. Regain my faith in HIM: and yet I have to work on this triple harder…. because I havent been able to pray really hard nowadays…

 

3. learn to live ALONE: Indeed I learned how to… its been 8 months…and now Im still alone, not so happy but not really lonely

 

4. accept the things I couldnt change and the times I couldn’t bring back: DONE

CRY but remain still

 

5. Give my 100% for Pediatrics training: haha just 80 % I think….

 

6. Be happy even for a day, (my day!)  (January wish ): but I failed to be, on my day, but I promise to be happy next month

 

7. Be contented with what I have: Contented.

 

8. Borrow money from kuya (until March) but promises to pay (on April): A-ok

 

9. List down the things I want and will definitely acquire come April

 

10. Take care of my mom and do everything in my power to delay the progression of her disease

 

11. Be strong (Ive already mentioned this but I want to reiterate..so I could definitely be)

 

12. Face the inevitable this year…on my chosen time: well not on my chosen time, but I faced it well enough

 

13. Gimiks with everyone in order to forget…. didnt have to do it, and no time din haha

 

14. Forget, let go and move on when it’s time to… AJA

 

15. Rejuvenate myself, total pampering and make over come April…come december )

 

16. Still try to work it out (for a few more months/weeks/days…at least I wont have any regrets)

But be prepared for the final judgment (Since hope for US to last is truly close to nil)—> whatever…..

 

17. Keep from crying in public:still  learning how…..

 

18. Cry alone and get back on my feet again: done

 

19. Make new friends: yey!

 

20. Be smarter (heartwise and pediawise): i think I am now

 

21. Be the thomasian Physician Ive always dreamed about: :)

 

22. Be more patient to my patients (and all the freaking mothers and relatives)…not so haha

 

23. Spend more time with family and friends

 

24. Have a new laptop: my vaio

 

25. HTC PDA phone- non yet

 

26. USB-wifi

 

27. credit card– sad non yet

 

28. new clothes/etc

 

29. longer hair.. and permed hair ) love it!

 

30. permed eyelashes–> so nice

 

31. SPA

 

32. pedia steth– ill have it tomorrow hopefully from my uncle

 

33. Nelson’s 19th(?)/newest ed coming out this yr– haha no budget for this yet….

 

34. Give money to mommy (for meds/stuff)

 

35. Give money to kuya

 

36. BE RICH..haha…feel rich )

 

37. Pay my debts to that someone I should not owe anything anymore!

 

38. Save money for my future– will start next year hahaha…im soooo gastos!!

 

39. Attend the Quadricentennial celeb of my beloved UST

 

40. Update my journal– will try better next year

 

41. Blog nicely and wisely– will try also next year

 

42. LEARN 8x!!!!!

 

50. Be HAPPY and LIVE again….. <3

 

 

AND ALSO ONE ACCOMPLISHMENT: been to boracay!! weeeee

all those in red, are the things Ive also achieved…. even if I lost him and another….even if Ive been bad and all…. Its nice to know… 2011 is a good year after all