He called me up….
February 28, 2012In the middle of the night… Waking me up fron a deep sleep just to ask where I was and if I were mad at him… Apparently it looked like i ignored him yesterday…. Oh well. It mattered pala to hin… Kahit papano.. ThAt i ignored his first. Call and I did not appear as bubbly as Usual towards him.
And so wena??!
Why do you even care this much for him??? Haaaiiinako….
I saw him again
February 27, 2012Didnt expect to see him again… Well… It still hurts as much… I tried to ignore him… Well he just said “huy” …. How sweet can you get? Hai wena what do you expect… Its not as if you even matter to him… And why do you still care??? Gosh… When will i stop caring? Ayoko na….. Sana one day….. When i see him i can just simply say “huy” then walk away… And never look back…
He made me cry again…
February 24, 2012No one can make you cry unless you give them the power to… And its just devastating that he doesnt even know that he has that power to make me feel this way… Emotionally im all drained. Because until now i still cant understand how i feel for him And why Im still here.. In this road that Ive been in for almost 2 years now.. Its just so sad that my love story never changed never really changed much…. Probably i should just get used to being alone… Im all bitter. And i dont believe anymore that i would ever be loved by anyone…
it’s really sad cause all hopes were used up…. And hell….he made me cry again……


